I had to write this before it leaves my mind, but I have met someone new. Totally unexpected, I never saw this coming not even in my wildest dreams. Even though we have been talking for a number of months, but there was never any hints on wanting something more than friendship...
So imagine how my big GRIN :D on my face is for the last two days when this person told me they want to hookup with me..
Like being brave in saying I want to see where this could go...
I always said I want an unexpected relationship, someone that I wouldn't normally go for or even dare to pass the bridge. For so long I have been healing a broken heart from someone else and here a year later this person landed on my doorstep..
I don't know yet what will come of this new found bravery that is lurking inside of me, but what is the harm in not trying to be spontaneous for once in my life.
Can anyone say about damn time that I dust of the ex' factors from my life & move on & be even more happier than what i have been thus far.
Its been a year filled with miracles, I achieved a lifetime dream of publishing my first book, Muses of Wandering Passions and moving from my house in Grassy Park, back to my old house/childhood home.
So I am saying Chimnese is finally alive & kicking even though I have been happier & content with what God had set out for my life....
Just didn't know that there are new hopeful love interest in me again. For so long I shut myself off from dating or at least to try again.... The past pain was just to unbearable to live with, that all I had set out to do was to survive a broken promise of someone I once called my one true love, ends up they weren't my one true love. I finally saw life as I should have that nothing not a relationship not a marriage is set in stone to survive or endure all the hurt it undergoes..
I am happy the happiest I have ever been.
I haven't been this happy in any relationship because I didn't love myself then I also didn't know that true happiness is within me..
Thank you God for your hand upon my life...
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