Today's Devotion- Thankfulness

I am thankful for what God has given me in the last six months. How he had change me from within, even when there were storms that I had to face in my own life and having to lean on GOD for my strength and for giving me a future, a life...This passover is my first year at my recovery. I celebrate life to the fullest since I have been given a second chance. God had remove people from my life and at that stage of my life I wasn't able to understand it all, but now I do. Because He had showed me how to love myself first when others couldn't. To be happy & content with who I am. To realize that it depends on me to get better to persevere and to live out my dreams that God had placed inside my heart. I started to declare on my own life, prophesying and believing that God has a purpose for me. A plan for my life not to hurt me or to let me down, but to raise me up from the depths of the pain & suffering.

Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith,gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.

Jeremiah 33:6 "'Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security.

Our everyday life is a challenge, a pursuit to get to the next level of your spirituality, of the dimensions we travel as we go deeper within ourselves and in finding our highest self. The true me came to the light, from the surface of the place I have hid who I was because of fear of being vulnerable to the world I am living in. I am still striving to find myself and with each storm, test and obstacle life had put on my path, I came to see who I am as a person, friend and a lover. Who I am as a daughter, a cousin, friend even sister. I declare goodness over my relationship, my finance and my home and my family. Finding love after all this time and being loved back. My whole life I was trying to fit in, but all along it took just to look up to the sky hearing God's voice saying you are loved, needed, and above all you are special to so many, but most importantly that I came to be secure within my own soul, and heart and knowing I can Trust God to always show me the right path and never to give up on myself and those I love. God is my first love and having Him being the center of my universe I know I can't go wrong in life.

The Morning Dove

Poem

Like A Dove

Like a dove I’ll be able

To soar the clouds, way above

With my wings spread out

The soft calls from them drawn out

Sounds like laments through the sky.

Graceful, slender- tailed and there small heads.

Makes them admirable, delicate.

When they about to take flight,

Their wings make a sharp whistling.

As to say, “Here I go, up above the heavens.”

Like a dove I want to fly

Way up the open blue sky.

Like A Dove, that’s what I want to be, free.

Copyright C Davids 19/04/2011

National Poetry Month Day 18, Poetic Asides , For today's prompt, take the phrase "Like (blank)," replace the blank with a word or phrase, make the new phrase the title to your poem, and write your poem.

also for my entry to Ting's TT#5

Never Will I

There's a saying, never say never,
Never again am I gonna let you
Near my heart,
The heart you left out cold not once
Having any remorse for the pain you
Inflicted, crush with a human knife
You tear straight in the chest
Feeling the cold of the stainless steel blade,
Blood dripping on the kitchen floor
As the smile on your face never left.
Never again am I letting my heart get that close to another human.
Never again am I opening the possibility
To find another you just
To be cut raw and open for
The world to see.
Never will I.



This is day 10 of Poetry Month entry from Poetic Asides prompt: Never again poem

Kris so my poem isnt really about Thankfullness, cos i forgot its Tuesday tomorrow & you are early with your Meme....so i hope i can fit in on the TT#4 this wk...

To You

You are the person who took time

To come across my humble blog,

I thank you for coming across my poetry

And sharing your love for words,

I believe I have found a true friend

Someone I can share my passion for books,

We are from two different worlds,

But in our hearts we share one spectacular thing.

Our creative minds exploring each other’s work

I thank you for the day you have entered my life

Because through you I have found my meaning

Of who I really am, and ever since I feel this

Completeness within myself,

If only the rest of my life was this complete,

My purpose in life, sharing it through our words

And wisdom we learn from each other.

We are from different cultures, we believe in different things,

But we come together as one by sharing the same God.

This is for you, may our friendship grow stronger and grow

In the months to come.

This is to say thank you Krislin Neo, Ting.

Copyright C Davids , 05/04/2011

Tuesday Thankfullness #3

( I am Thankful God gave me this Talent)



A girl feeling empty

This is a painting that i can relate to so many times i have felt this way. A feeling of emptiness sometimes we dont know why this girl looks so sad, she might be the creation of a famous artist that was used in the Tv Show One Tree Hill, this isnt sketches i originally created, but this is what i drew from mind and seeing this on P Sawyer's wall the fictional character in OTH.



Triangle

 Who of you that are fans of the Tv Show One Tree Hill that was also sketched by the fictional character P Sawyer, this sketch really holds the storyline between the main three at the time, BLP. I sketched this also from mind and what a good eye i have for sketching from seeing this so many times. I too had my own triangle for awhile and this painting just draw so many feelings from it. Three hearts One Love One Choice was also the book titled by myself and my own original storyline.



Ellie
Who off you will forever forget the short plot story of a mother and daughter bonding over there love for music and sketching, having this much creativity in you must be amazing. I always thought that we get out creativity from our parents but in my case its not as. being my dad being an engineer and my mother used to be dressmaker.



People Always Leave

This is one of my favorite sayings because its so true, people always somehow leaves me alone, either they die, or they leave never to be heard off. I was really sad when P Sawyer actually left Tree Hill, she was the one who had this "People Always leave " saying yet she left like Brooke said. "

Peyton used to say: people always leave. Who knew she was talking about her stupid ass?"

Sad reality but people never stick around for ever. They make that promise but its definitely not forever. I have experienced this so many times. I dont blame the ones i have lost to death because it was there time to leave this earth, but what about the ones whose still on earth yet they make like you never did exist. All forgotten not even a simple email would suffice.

"goodbye" is the only truth.

if you want to leave, you can. i'll remember you though. i remember everyone that leaves. me4son/ short for Meka. 27/female/taken/Ala/Virgo. Dhachaye 32/female/ex gf/Phils/scorpio. Don't take the time to get to know me if your not going to stick around. I've been hurt way too many times, 2 people leaving me behind.

When i read that we can share a poem,song or image, i thought i am going to share this talent i have, its a hidden talent that i have kept for myself for so long. This is all my own sketches but its not original, i was so in love with this tv show One Tree Hill, the character Peyton Sawyer, that i wanted to remember how this fictional character help me to skecth these ones. I do have some of my own work in my sketch book.
I am thankful to God for giving me the artistic and creativity.


My entry for Tuesday Thankfulness #6