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Tuesday, February 12, 2013 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Karma


 “It doesn't have to be on Valentine's Day. It doesn't have to be by the time you turn eighteen or thirty-three or fifty-nine. It doesn't have to conform to whatever is usual. It doesn't have to be kismet at once, or rhapsody by the third date.
It just has to be. In time. In place. In spirit.
It just has to be.”
David Levithan


“Life will give you whatever experience is most helpful for the evolution of your consciousness. How do you know this is the experience you need? Because this is the experience you are having at the moment.”
I am resetting the things of my past lives. Everything negative that I have ever utter out my mouth about what I am not deserving for where relationships is concern I denounce the negativity & release every past relationship that I have had, I bless them with good fortune, love and abundance that they will reach the desires of their hearts.

“If you send out goodness from yourself, or if you share that which is happy or good within you, it will all come back to you multiplied ten thousand times. In the kingdom of love there is no competition; there is no possessiveness or control. The more love you give away, the more love you will have.”
I am sending good vibrations out into the universe as she is the only one that could find me my true mate. I want someone that would love me for who I am and accept me for the unique woman I am... I don't ask much of them, but to be honest with you and always to involve you with life choices...
If you are out there and the universe allow you to hear my words. 
I want to love you, to be the one that you can always count on no matter what. I don't just want to be your lover, but also your best friend. I want to grow old with you, raise a family with you. Just love me for what you see beyond the surface..We both are right now in a place that hasn't set us free from all the past had done to us, but today I am releasing the past and hoping my soul mate will come find me.. I am waiting for you, however long it takes, I hope our meeting will be soon as the spiritual realm would shift us and we meet at a place. A place we both would be at the exact moment as you would turn around you would see me and your face would light up, if I see this vision of you just by writing this then I know that God will allow us to meet at the specific time...
You will ask me something and I will answer you on that question.. It be the day where serendipity will bring us together I have a feeling we have maybe met already, but it wasn't ready for us to be with each other for us to meet, but now I know I will meet you on some day that our lives would have molded us for that moment.

  Love can happen at any moment and I am free from all my past relationships and the people I have been with..My heart will be open to find love once again...
Destiny & Fate
  “I told you. You don't love someone because of their looks or their clothes or their car. You love them because they sing a song only your heart can understand.”
L.J. Smith

 “What's meant to be will always find a way”
Trisha Yearwood

 “I wonder how many people don't get the one they want, but end up with the one they're supposed to be with.”
Fannie Flagg

 “Once you make a decision, the universe conspires to make it happen.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson

 “Sometimes life has a cruel sense of humor, giving you the thing you always wanted at the worst time possible.”
Lisa Kleypas

 “Sometimes the slightest things change the directions of our lives, the merest breath of a circumstance, a random moment that connects like a meteorite striking the earth. Lives have swiveled and changed direction on the strength of a chance remark.”
Bryce Courtenay

 “Have you ever noticed that when your mind is awakened or drawn to someone new, that person's name suddenly pops up everywhere you go? My friend Sophie calls it coincidence, and Mr. Simpless, my parson friend, calls it Grace. He thinks that if one cares deeply about someone or something new one throws a kind of energy out into the world, and "fruitfulness" is drawn in. ”

 The universe is no narrow thing and the order within it is not constrained by any latitude in its conception to repeat what exists in one part in any other part. Even in this world more things exist without our knowledge than with it and the order in creation which you see is that which you have put there, like a string in a maze, so that you shall not lose your way. For existence has its own order and that no man's mind can compass, that mind itself being but a fact among others.”

Just walk closer to me and come find me...
From your future wife.....  :D

 “Even chance meetings are the result of karma… Things in life are fated by our previous lives. That even in the smallest events there’s no such thing as coincidence.”
Tuesday, February 5, 2013 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Family Ties

Today after 29 years I have come to realize that I am alone in this life, the only person that knows how I am feeling and with how things is going to change in my life..Perhaps when I was in a car accident before I was born God knew why He saved me to create a life that is my own. A life that has no parents inside of that world when all they try is to want a certain daughter, my mother my strength and my life that I have build around her, but I have now found someone else to share that life with. It might not be with the persons she would want me to be with, but it is my life and this is how I want it to be to live free from family ties knowing that for most of my life I have been just known as Davids, but God knows me as Chimnese its the name that He chose for me to have and that name is the only thing that makes me stand apart from my lastnames which ever one I will be carrying at the end of my life.

Family ties: Where does the origin come from meaning where does my bloodline stem from curiosity had always been something as a poet being able to connect to my own soul deriving from that place that is deep inside of me...My philosophy in life is to live a life according to what I can be for myself...I am an independent young lady that loves to explore every area of her life with a carefree spirit. The universe is my philosophy what I portray out there is who I am, no pretense just me nothing more nothing less. Growing up with half of your identity knowing there are parts of who you are out there its like a missing piece of the puzzle that is when I start to add friends to my close knit family to complete the half of me that is still not able to admit that I belong to them.

Whatever comes next in my life with the faith that my special someone is out there lost without memories that I can't push the relationship to a proposal of any sorts... living with hope that my only family is tied to a hospital bed and can't remember my face, living with that hope that perhaps today they will wake up from there sleep and hug me and embrace me one more time.

Family ties doesn't have to be blood related since I have been alone in world that had been haunting me for years, the comfort of knowing I have found real love for the first time in my life and that is the only family i want to raise our own family with and nothing not a parent or an aunt or anyone would stop me of having to give that up..because today I realize that I have been living half a life and not my complete life since all I know is that I was Davids with no recollection of any other family since I was just always known to my one sided family I am now complete that soon I will have my partner and we will build our life together as a family.

Friday, December 7, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Someone New

I had to write this before it leaves my mind, but I have met someone new. Totally unexpected, I never saw this coming not even in my wildest dreams. Even though we have been talking for a number of months, but there was never any hints on wanting something more than friendship...
So imagine how my big GRIN :D on my face is for the last two days when this person told me they want to hookup with me..
Like being brave in saying I want to see where this could go...
I always said I want an unexpected relationship, someone that I wouldn't normally go for or even dare to pass the bridge. For so long I have been healing a broken heart from someone else and here a year later this person landed on my doorstep..
I don't know yet what will come of this new found bravery that is lurking inside of me, but what is the harm in not trying to be spontaneous for once in my life.

Can anyone say about damn time that I dust of the ex' factors from my life & move on & be even more happier than what i have been thus far.
Its been a year filled with miracles, I achieved a lifetime dream of publishing my first book, Muses of Wandering Passions and moving from my house in Grassy Park, back to my old house/childhood home.
So I am saying Chimnese is finally alive & kicking even though I have been happier & content with what God had set out for my life....

Just didn't know that there are new hopeful love interest in me again. For so long I shut myself off from dating or at least to try again.... The past pain was just to unbearable to live with, that all I had set out to do was to survive a broken promise of someone I once called my one true love, ends up they weren't my one true love. I finally saw life as I should have that nothing not a relationship not a marriage is set in stone to survive or endure all the hurt it undergoes..

I am happy the happiest I have ever been.
I haven't been this happy in any relationship because I didn't love myself then I also didn't know that true happiness is within me..

Thank you God for your hand upon my life...