I am thankful for what God has given me in the
last six months. How he had change me from within, even when there were
storms that I had to face in my own life and having to lean on GOD for
my strength and for giving me a future, a life...This passover is my
first year at my recovery. I celebrate life to the fullest since I have
been given a second chance. God had remove people from my life and at
that stage of my life I wasn't able to understand it all, but now I do.
Because He had showed me how to love myself first when others couldn't.
To be happy & content with who I am. To realize that it depends on
me to get better to persevere and to live out my dreams that God had
placed inside my heart. I started to declare on my own life, prophesying
and believing that God has a purpose for me. A plan for my life not to
hurt me or to let me down, but to raise me up from the depths of the
pain & suffering.
Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the
Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness,
faith,gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.
Jeremiah 33:6 "'Nevertheless, I will bring health and healing to it; I
will heal my people and will let them enjoy abundant peace and security.
Our everyday life is a challenge, a pursuit to get to the next level of
your spirituality, of the dimensions we travel as we go deeper within
ourselves and in finding our highest self. The true me came to the
light, from the surface of the place I have hid who I was because of
fear of being vulnerable to the world I am living in. I am still
striving to find myself and with each storm, test and obstacle life had
put on my path, I came to see who I am as a person, friend and a lover.
Who I am as a daughter, a cousin, friend even sister. I declare goodness
over my relationship, my finance and my home and my family. Finding
love after all this time and being loved back. My whole life I was
trying to fit in, but all along it took just to look up to the sky
hearing God's voice saying you are loved, needed, and above all you are
special to so many, but most importantly that I came to be secure within
my own soul, and heart and knowing I can Trust God to always show me
the right path and never to give up on myself and those I love. God is
my first love and having Him being the center of my universe I know I
can't go wrong in life.
Showing posts with label inspirational. Show all posts
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Wednesday, March 20, 2013
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Chim's World of Literature
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
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Chim's World of Literature
Celestial Hope
My mind is overflowing with words that consume me
My life is filled with hope of a new dawn
A new sunset to come and wash over these bruises
Stilling the pressures of my world,
I come undone to your feet as you step on the floor
I bend down to your knees holding my hands up
To the sky above me as heaven and clouds
Moving diagonally, it’s the feeling of hope
Having the notion that all words can be come
An action filled with restoration of the mind
As our senses connects our souls in sync
Love can overcome any obstacle
As the universe gives us our hearts desire
Life is fleeting yet so beautiful in waiting
On the one your heart is destined for
You may be out of reach right now
But you’re with me every day
When I breathe you breathe
When I sigh you sigh,
When I smile you smile
Yet unknowingly of what cause
The crest upon your lips your eyes full of life
Now no longer with dullness sadness
We need restoration, salvation will come upon you
Just hold on for a while it’s not the end of it all yet.
My mind an overflowing of words emotions deriving
Within me I don’t know who I am without you
But nothing is set in stone as of yet,
Our tears melt together, live for us one more night.
Hope is all we are left with and with that faith will see us
through.
© Chimnese Davids, All rights reserved
Thursday, October 18, 2012
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Chim's World of Literature
Connections
Connections
In the long journey I've travelled through times of
hardships and endure the sufferings of my actions.
I've come to know who I am in this journey and I've also been reflecting on things I've come to understand about the human race. That we are all connected through certain planes. It’s not just through bloodlines but its more than that it’s something supernatural.
It happened so that we as a being have many dimensions. I am not just a human with a flesh, but I have many dimensions and so the journey starts for me, that if I've moved 2years ago to Philippines I wouldn't have known my spiritual dimension. If I've never let go of my first and second relationships I wouldn't have known the depth of love for them and using that love not to break me as it did, but to use it as a basis to find out what's within me. Who am I?
In the last 2 years I've come face to face with many dimensions of my SELF. The broken vessel I once was, was holding me back from progressing in life, I held onto my previous relationships afraid that if I let go, I'd lose who I became while I was with them. Never knowing that I was taking something very valuable from myself. Firstly my happiness, my dreams, and my aspirations I was even taking away people from myself.
Then in 2011 those dimensions was attacked from within. My lack of self confidence, my personality, my character. The human flesh I've been trying to heal was a waste of time because I had too many hidden emotions that I couldn't connect to my soul and to the spiritual realm of my other dimension. The pure dimension that wasn't coming through.
I gave over to the flesh and my link to the spirit world disconnected.
In doing so my flesh feeding my mind that I need lots of people around me and that's how I'd be happy, that I must find relationships that I wouldn't have to deal with my own issues instead focus on these relationships so that I know I'll be needed and wanted and I'd receive all the applauses.
You know what I lied to myself thinking I had it all under control. I had the so called best relationships and they would love me forever and ever. Even though I did fall in love and I did want to move to Philippines and make that dream we've had of marriage and family. I came to only understand that my own plans wasn't full proof and my own desires won't come to pass if I'm in the flesh, three of my relationships ended up really bad for me, the last one used me so much that I believed the lie that this person fed my mind for 4 months.
That is where I started to realize that the flesh is harming me and I needed to go back not to who I was before I met them, but who I was when God first entered my life. It was that dimensions in the last year between 2011 and 2012 that was faced down on my face having to come face to face with my old version the many faces of that being and asking for forgiveness for His mercy.
My journey it was heavy, it was stormy it was raining thunder and lightning strike at me and that's when I knew if I don't take this as a sign I'd never know what it is to be healed or happy or to feel joy.
We are here in 2012 my journey; my dimensions of who I am came to be full circle. The healing started and if I didn't connect to the spiritual realm, to the universe I wouldn't have known Chimnese.
I have a book out a journey that I was able to walk with God. I believe that if I wasn't full made by His supernatural powers. If I've not let go of those people, relationships or groups of people I wouldn't have come to meet this dimension I am now. The people I know in my life now was meant to come in my life, and if I've held onto the people from the past I'd miss out on the beautiful connections I've met now.
We are all connected through the spiritual realm, we might not have met the other in person, but in other dimensions we have. Like the new people I've met on Sunday at my book launch, an instant connection happened because I didn't feel uneasy around these people. It was like in another dimension we've met, it was God ordained that's why. The whole journey was ordained by the most high. That if we acquire relationships that are man made it wouldn't be so powerful that your spirit feels at ease. When I feel that my spirit is comfortable that's when I know I am meant to be at this place at this exact moment in time. That I've travelled through planes and spaces to get to that pivotal moment in my life. Where I know like they say in Afrikaans, "dis vol bring" and it. Definitely is but I know that I am who I am because I've connected to the spirit of God and God's supernatural powers lives within us no matter who I was or where I came from, what matters is that you never let the flesh over take your life.
I'm still going to be travelling through my dimensions and planes and God my father, my spiritual growth will grow in stages.
I am on a journey and love me for all my imperfections. I'm loved and I'm happy and knowing that all this came together when one night I had the encounter in my bedroom with the most high father.
God is love.
I've come to know who I am in this journey and I've also been reflecting on things I've come to understand about the human race. That we are all connected through certain planes. It’s not just through bloodlines but its more than that it’s something supernatural.
It happened so that we as a being have many dimensions. I am not just a human with a flesh, but I have many dimensions and so the journey starts for me, that if I've moved 2years ago to Philippines I wouldn't have known my spiritual dimension. If I've never let go of my first and second relationships I wouldn't have known the depth of love for them and using that love not to break me as it did, but to use it as a basis to find out what's within me. Who am I?
In the last 2 years I've come face to face with many dimensions of my SELF. The broken vessel I once was, was holding me back from progressing in life, I held onto my previous relationships afraid that if I let go, I'd lose who I became while I was with them. Never knowing that I was taking something very valuable from myself. Firstly my happiness, my dreams, and my aspirations I was even taking away people from myself.
Then in 2011 those dimensions was attacked from within. My lack of self confidence, my personality, my character. The human flesh I've been trying to heal was a waste of time because I had too many hidden emotions that I couldn't connect to my soul and to the spiritual realm of my other dimension. The pure dimension that wasn't coming through.
I gave over to the flesh and my link to the spirit world disconnected.
In doing so my flesh feeding my mind that I need lots of people around me and that's how I'd be happy, that I must find relationships that I wouldn't have to deal with my own issues instead focus on these relationships so that I know I'll be needed and wanted and I'd receive all the applauses.
You know what I lied to myself thinking I had it all under control. I had the so called best relationships and they would love me forever and ever. Even though I did fall in love and I did want to move to Philippines and make that dream we've had of marriage and family. I came to only understand that my own plans wasn't full proof and my own desires won't come to pass if I'm in the flesh, three of my relationships ended up really bad for me, the last one used me so much that I believed the lie that this person fed my mind for 4 months.
That is where I started to realize that the flesh is harming me and I needed to go back not to who I was before I met them, but who I was when God first entered my life. It was that dimensions in the last year between 2011 and 2012 that was faced down on my face having to come face to face with my old version the many faces of that being and asking for forgiveness for His mercy.
My journey it was heavy, it was stormy it was raining thunder and lightning strike at me and that's when I knew if I don't take this as a sign I'd never know what it is to be healed or happy or to feel joy.
We are here in 2012 my journey; my dimensions of who I am came to be full circle. The healing started and if I didn't connect to the spiritual realm, to the universe I wouldn't have known Chimnese.
I have a book out a journey that I was able to walk with God. I believe that if I wasn't full made by His supernatural powers. If I've not let go of those people, relationships or groups of people I wouldn't have come to meet this dimension I am now. The people I know in my life now was meant to come in my life, and if I've held onto the people from the past I'd miss out on the beautiful connections I've met now.
We are all connected through the spiritual realm, we might not have met the other in person, but in other dimensions we have. Like the new people I've met on Sunday at my book launch, an instant connection happened because I didn't feel uneasy around these people. It was like in another dimension we've met, it was God ordained that's why. The whole journey was ordained by the most high. That if we acquire relationships that are man made it wouldn't be so powerful that your spirit feels at ease. When I feel that my spirit is comfortable that's when I know I am meant to be at this place at this exact moment in time. That I've travelled through planes and spaces to get to that pivotal moment in my life. Where I know like they say in Afrikaans, "dis vol bring" and it. Definitely is but I know that I am who I am because I've connected to the spirit of God and God's supernatural powers lives within us no matter who I was or where I came from, what matters is that you never let the flesh over take your life.
I'm still going to be travelling through my dimensions and planes and God my father, my spiritual growth will grow in stages.
I am on a journey and love me for all my imperfections. I'm loved and I'm happy and knowing that all this came together when one night I had the encounter in my bedroom with the most high father.
God is love.
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