Our Destiny

letter 10

14 April 2012

Dearest Love

It's been awhile since I've written you a letter, I was going to give up on us. Give up writing to you even though you never lay your eyes on my letters. Things with us are really bad. It has been a weeks since we had one of the biggest arguments. I wish you knew what this was doing to me. I've had thought about it to set you free to let you go.

I even had a vision where I was told to let you go. Then I've decided that's what I am going to do for me to have peace in my soul. I can't carry all this enormous ache any longer. But just know letting go doesn't mean I'm letting you go forever no. In my vision I was told while I let go that one day you will return. That's why I had to let you go. But how I miss you hearing you. I have spoken a few hours ago to you just to hear your voice makes my soul happy.

I've done some research on what we have you are my twin soul. What we have will always be the same nothings going to change not my love nor my heart.
You told me the other night that you will never let me go. When I told you about my vision you said, No.

Yet I ask myself then why can't you just be with me. Why then not take the risk and be with your one true love.
Then I was reminded. I can't force you. It has to be free, love should be free.

Bunny the separation is killing me but I'm being so strong.
Do you want to know what I've been through. It's like breathing without oxygen. You see when I talk and think about that pain it hurts my soul. I don't want my soul to feel hurt anymore.
But know this I miss you. I miss us.
I miss my best friend. People keep saying you and I should walkout of each others lives. If that was God's purpose wouldn't he have set someone new on my path or perhaps make me fall in love with someone that I could move on for good, but we can't I can't.

We have a connection, a twin soul connection, we have one soul. I think we've met each other in a past life and that's why this is how it is. We connected on a spiritual path.
This is us, " Finally there is the connection that time never dims.  The Twin Soul or Twin Flame connection. "

I get what this woman is writing because this is how we've been for the last 3 years. "Here there is an instant attraction of energies, the energy of the two souls connecting over time, over miles, and sometimes over years.  Very often there is an initial meeting of the twin souls and often one half of the duo is more spiritually awakened and “gets it”.  The other may not be quite there, but nevertheless they are deeply touched by the experience.  Sometimes they remain in contact like this, and sometimes the two are “deliberately” torn apart and separated over years to go and work on their own lives and commitments and deal with karma in other relationships before finally reuniting decades down the line. "

When I read this I thought oh my word how amazing does God work.

"But are the twin souls destined to be together?  Synchronicity is at work here to bring the two back together again.  How entrancing to find the same magical alchemy still at work, just as it was at the first meeting – a recognition of a deep rooted love so entrenched and so accepted, it could only have been forged in other lifetimes together.  And probably that is what love at first sight is, recognition of an ancient love. "

So I might wait many years for you. I did say I'll wait a life time but I hope a life time won't be when we both in a whole other world. People keep us apart. Sometimes it angered me, but you know what this breakage it's helping me I am growing spiritually. I've let all the negativity fall of my back. This partner you have now. Really tried to root and break us apart. But her evil ways just can't do that no matter how many people try and come between us at the end of the day we always come back to each other at the end when everyone is gone it's always you and me that find each other and giving each other that unconditional love.

This letter is just the first part I'll write to you more on this.

Your forever love

Sweet pea