7 February 2012
This letter I'm writing to you. There’s a saying that love conquers all. I'm speaking from the depths of my heart. Nothing in life comes easy especially when it comes to your heart.
Today I've received this message that there's something I'm scared of this fear I have is keeping me from my own happiness.
I don't want to grow old without you.
I remember being a little girl and dreaming of her prince charming. I was a girl who believed in the fairy tale love stories. I'll find just about any book or movie or story just to see if love conquers all.
And it did.
I was about 12 years old when I first watched the movie Selena. I fall in love with her love story with a young band member even then I saw that real love. Love that's meant to be, destined always gets tested. A tragic love story because of her fame she died. I remember singing her one song, "Dreaming of you", I use to sing it outside looking up in the sky as stars glittered above me, I knew my one true love was out there that she's waiting for me I didn't care where she is in this world close by or millions of miles away. I've been dreaming for 20years of my one true love. I still hope she's out their maybe I should open my eyes and there you'll be.
I dreamt about how we are going too meet, how we going to fall in love. Our romance, our love builds on a forever. Its amazing how two peoples hearts are destined to be with each other and once they've met their hearts stop searching because no one else can be perfect for the two.
I can't wait to find my happiness. To be able to wake up in the morning and turning to my right seeing you’re beautiful face next to me sleeping. I can't wait to find you in my kitchen cooking up a storm and asking me to taste your sauce for dinner. I can't wait to see your face when I asked you to be my wife to share a lifetime with me. I can't wait for you to say yes I'll marry you. I can't wait to see you walking down the aisle with a beautiful dress. I can't wait to have you, to hear you say "I Do", I can't wait when they pronounce you "Mrs. Davids" I can't wait when we give birth to our first born. I can't wait to grow more in love with you then I've ever had before.
Watching you as you feed our baby, you and I and our little one playing on the front lawn as they come running in our arms.
There's a lot of things we going to teach our kids, having them live a life full of love. Not a life that knows of pain. Especially if they knew how hard I've fought for you.
I want an eternity with you and my dream...
My heart won't ever stop talking to you even though you aren't here right now I know that one day I'll see you.
That's when the rest of our lives would start.
Your forever
1 comments:
sweet and dreamy,
your words touch.
keep it up.
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