Wednesday, February 29, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

The Mystery Unravel




It was a dreary day. The clouds loomed as I walked the last mile to my house.
I'd been dreading the entire project, ever since I heard that he was a dodgy character, but still. I couldn't pass up the opportunity--I believed in the script and I believed that we could make it work. I'd thrown my entire savings into the production.
My name is Leigh David. I'd been working on a script for the past four years. Then I met Clark Hyde, the man who could make my work into a masterpiece.
That day, I notice it's getting darker. Just as I come to my front door, I hear the phone inside ringing. It disconnects, but immediately starts ringing again, so I know it must be important.
I shove my right hand into the front pocket of my jeans and whip out the keys to the door. I struggle to open it, but the key no longer seems to fit. I rummage in my jacket until I find another set of keys. Finally, I hear a click. Pushing the door open, I run toward the telephone.
"Hello."
"Leigh, we have a problem."
I don't want to ask what it is, but eventually I have to.
Clark hesitates for what seems like an eternity, but finally says, "They can't find the film."
"What do you mean? Without that film I have nothing. That's like my entire world. I will have nothing." I repeat, flabbergasted by the information. I know at this point that an argument won't solve anything. Yet I know deep down that I want answers, real answers, anything that can explain why my film has gone missing from their studio.
"I have to go," I say.
I take my coat that is hanging over the chair and lock up. Then I walk the two blocks to his apartment.
He doesn’t answer the buzzer. When an elderly lady comes out, I stop the door with my foot and slip inside, then walk up the stairs to the second floor.
I am about to knock when I see that the door is slightly open. I shout for him, but he doesn’t reply. So I walk in. I don't care about trespassing at this point.
I try to peer in each direction. It looks like no one is home, and nothing seems to be stolen. Everything looks the same as last night, when Clark and I toasted to our project, finally ready to be sent off for post-production in London. It was a big break for both of us. I was excited, but Clark? He was over the moon.
I still remember his words, "Kid, I don't think I could have done this without you. You've given me my life back."
I step into his bedroom, and everything seems in order. The bathroom door is shut and locked, but the door to his closet is wide open. Right away I see a lone roll film on the top shelf; it's got the same marks I put on the roll we sent away. I grab it impulsively and turn to leave.
Just then, I hear a gunshot. Panicked, I make a run for it, not even looking around.
Cut to the next day, when I hear about Clark's suicide. Shot in the head. Police making inquiries.
That's when I rushed to develop the film. That's when I realized everything I’d worked so hard for was gone. There was no trace of the footage we’d shot over the past 3 months.
Then the police came to talk to me about my visit to Clark's apartment. So that's how my "big break" ended--murder charges with a little breaking-and-entering on the side.


copyright Chimnese 01/03/2012
edited version






For the IndieInk Writing Challenge this week, Kameko challenged me with "A roll of film found in a dead man's closet." and I challenged Mediocre Wayne with "a wall falling down"
Tuesday, February 21, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Where do brokenhearts go

Today my girlfriend well now ex girlfriend broke it off between us. I've had this notion for while that she's going to break up with me.
I knew it felt it since for quite some time.
I get to this same familiar feeling will their ever be someone that would stick with me through everything that I am going through. I would be there for her not that I stop caring about her because I truly wanted to be with her. She was my first girlfriend here in my home town. I had big hopes for us.
Knowing that she could depend on me. But where does a broken heart really go. how much pain can we all take on.
I won't question God ask him why did this one also end like it did. I'm not one to blame her for anything nor can I be blamed for it. Dealing with my depression and trying so hard not to close off towards her. I didn't wanna close one of my doors I just didn't wanna hurt anymore. I've been through a lot in the last two years dealing with my past and when she came in my life I thought good I've been given another chance at love. It took me awhile to open up and let her love me the way I hope she did.
My friends all say she didn't love me because she didn't break up with me in person, but what do they know about what she felt for me.
I know she loved me and I did love her no matter what anybody said she loved me and yes we are no longer in a relationship. But for once I now know what I need to do is to work on me for now because I wasn't ready to date before she came along.
I just went with it I liked her and didn't want to miss a chance with her.
Jessi I wish you all the best in your life. You and I both deserve happiness and to be appreciated by the people we might end up.
I'll always remember you.
I hope life will be good to you.

Love Chim
Tuesday, February 14, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Valentine's Day ~ 14 February 2012

"Love"


Today I write about "Love"
The words that's been on most of our lips and minds in February.
Some of us go out of our way to make this one-day in February memorable for their partner.
You know I've realized not just now, but before I started to celebrate this day with people I've loved.
I'd go out of my way to make someone else's day epic, do the whole flowers, chocolates and dinner the whole Valentine's Day celebration.
But that doesn't proof anything to me about what Valentines Day says about love.
Does Valentine or St. Valentine was about a guy who lost his life due to someone he truly loved.  A tragic fateful love story.
Love to me is someone who loves me not for what I can do, but for the love I have for him or her.
Yet that too also doesn’t proof much.
It’s two years ago I wrote this poem about love.
Then I went to search deeper, I wanted to know what God says about love. Until I came across one of my best scriptures in the book of Corinthians chapter 13.

"4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres.

 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. "

My own words love is kindness not just for one day on Valentines Day where we put out anger aside.
Love doesn't envy. No jealousy should be inside you. Its not boastful it holds no evil, it hasn't have an ego. Love should be equal, honorable, loyal, trustful, and respectful.
Love should be everything that comes out of you.
In securities isn't love.
Hatred isn't love.
Like they say there’s a thin line between love and hate.
Love should be gentle, freely given.
I believe love conquers all.

Why just show your loved one that she or he is loved on the 14th of February 2012, why not love yourself more each day so that when you with the one you love they'll know they are loved by you.
It will be in your eyes that glow that smile. Everything about them is love.
Love is universal, its something we all want in this life because without it we would feel that we lack something within us.
God is love. He loves us no matter our faults or mistakes.
Sometimes I wonder what if I do something wrong would my girlfriend forgive me. Will she accept that's who I am? And love me no matter what.
She might not, but I would know God's love is forever and infinity.
He loves me unconditionally that's why I love that scripture.

Ever wondered why at weddings after couples to be wed have this reading done.

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, and it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres."



Like the song by Brandon Heath, Love Never Fails.

Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most

Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside

Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you

Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time

Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you don't

Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you

When my heart won't make a sound
When I can't turn back around
When the sky is falling down
Nothing is greater than this
Greater than this

Love is right here
Love is alive
Love is the way
The truth the life

Love is the river than flows through
Love is the arms that are holding you
Love is the place you will fly to
Love never fails you

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Love is out there; all you have to do is open your heart to the possibility of it.
It’s free as a bird, no price to pay.
If God's loves for us are free. Why should we have one day in our lives to tell our loved ones that we love them? "I Love You" once I said those words I held it true.

Universally today is about love. Enjoy it, embrace it and no matter if you far or near from your loved ones today just know you're in their thoughts. Those fighting for the safety of their countrymen, those working far away. Even those close by.

To all my followers, bloggers, friends, family.

Have a blessed and happy Valentine's Day.

God Bless
Tuesday, February 7, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

In the heart of a girl

Letter no.7

7 February 2012

This letter I'm writing to you. There’s a saying that love conquers all. I'm speaking from the depths of my heart. Nothing in life comes easy especially when it comes to your heart.
Today I've received this message that there's something I'm scared of this fear I have is keeping me from my own happiness.
I don't want to grow old without you.
I remember being a little girl and dreaming of her prince charming. I was a girl who believed in the fairy tale love stories. I'll find just about any book or movie or story just to see if love conquers all.
And it did.
I was about 12 years old when I first watched the movie Selena. I fall in love with her love story with a young band member even then I saw that real love. Love that's meant to be, destined always gets tested.  A tragic love story because of her fame she died. I remember singing her one song, "Dreaming of you", I use to sing it outside looking up in the sky as stars glittered above me, I knew my one true love was out there that she's waiting for me I didn't care where she is in this world close by or millions of miles away. I've been dreaming for 20years of my one true love. I still hope she's out their maybe I should open my eyes and there you'll be.
I dreamt about how we are going too meet, how we going to fall in love. Our romance, our love builds on a forever. Its amazing how two peoples hearts are destined to be with each other and once they've met their hearts stop searching because no one else can be perfect for the two.
I can't wait to find my happiness. To be able to wake up in the morning and turning to my right seeing you’re beautiful face next to me sleeping. I can't wait to find you in my kitchen cooking up a storm and asking me to taste your sauce for dinner. I can't wait to see your face when I asked you to be my wife to share a lifetime with me. I can't wait for you to say yes I'll marry you. I can't wait to see you walking down the aisle with a beautiful dress. I can't wait to have you, to hear you say "I Do", I can't wait when they pronounce you "Mrs. Davids" I can't wait when we give birth to our first born. I can't wait to grow more in love with you then I've ever had before.
Watching you as you feed our baby, you and I and our little one playing on the front lawn as they come running in our arms.
There's a lot of things we going to teach our kids, having them live a life full of love. Not a life that knows of pain. Especially if they knew how hard I've fought for you.
I want an eternity with you and my dream...
My heart won't ever stop talking to you even though you aren't here right now I know that one day I'll see you.
That's when the rest of our lives would start.

Your forever
Monday, February 6, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

My Heart

Sometimes I don't understand the strength of our hearts. The fact that someone we love can truly hurt us.
I won't say that I've never broken hearts, but for 3 years I've lived knowing of what my actions has done. It’s not always easy to let someone in to your heart.
I use to find it hard to love anyone; I didn't know what love truly was. The kind of love that changes a person.
To stop yourself from second-guessing and just give over completely, that's when I first fell in love. It was scary I didn't know if it was right are wrong to what I was feeling inside my heart.
To think I was the girl who never believed I was able to love, to believe that love was out there. It didn't even come with a price; it was freely given to me.
That was the very first time I felt alive, that my lonely heart was set free, the walls I've build was torn apart and I've let love in.

"Some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire, I hold with those who favor fire. But if I had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate to say that for destruction ice is also great.."

Then I fell in love, I can still remember those first flutters, everything about me seems different, my face, my eyes, my walk, everything I've never been that happy ever in my life. But to fall in love twice with two different kind of individuals each one of them brought something out of me.
I soaring on love, my heart was opened, it felt alive. I was happy they were happy.

But love when it’s betrayed there's always a price to pay.  A price we can only pay with our hearts. The hurt to know you've had it all and you threw it away you toss it aside like it meant nothing.
Celine Dion sings that love doesn't ask why. It comes from the heart and never explains.
When the eyes of my heart saw the other person it didn't want to restrict the feelings that I've slowly developed over time.
In my life I've had two great loves. Two love stories, two hearts but in it all three hearts got broken in one night everything changed.

“I'm going to fight for you, until your heart stops beating.”

If I just took the chance to fight a little harder for my one true love.

“You need to hear the truth Bella, understand all your options. And you need to know... that I'm in love with you. And I want you to pick me instead of him.”

I remember fighting for the one. Telling her how I felt, that I've open the eyes too my heart it was her, it was always her... Then she picked the one she didn't even love. I turned around as tears were streaming down my face. Not even too far as I just fell to my knees. Covering my face with both hands as tears came stronger and harder at that moment I thought am I too late yet again. Was I that blind to even think she's my soul mate?
I just couldn't understand why she didn't choose me, why she couldn't love me. I thought she loved me I truly did. Until today I know she does she's just scared to admit what she feels. Instead she goes on with the notion and acts like she's happy with her choice.

“I'm exactly right for you, Bella. It would be as easy as breathing with me.”

It won't be easy life with me, wouldn't be easy because we all are different how we deal with our emotions the intensity of everything. All I know life with me would be like a novel kind of love. The lover’s quarrels, the make-ups, the dates, the time spend together. I'll treat you like you the only person that exist. You'll have all of me nothing less, nothing more. I'll love you for as long as there is breath in me.

 “It's not a chick thing. It's a... 'Triangle’ thing.”

I want you to need me, to feel me. I want you to see me in your every dream. I want you to need me, like I need you.

“But you can love more than one person at a time. I've seen it, with Sam, Emily and Leah."

Even Jacob knew this, that anyone can love more than one person. In my life I've loved two.

 "But I'll always be waiting." (Bella says till my heart stops beating) "Maybe even then."

I'll wait forever for you. Always and forever its promise I've made to you.  I've risked a lot in this life. I've come close to death not once but twice.
There’s a purpose I'm here still.

You've imprinted not just on my heart, but also on my soul. Something happened between us that I can't ever forget about.
I've had heartaches over the years, but this, this was a different kind of heartache this was my soul crying because you've disconnected the bond we've had, the love we've shared the memories all those things that made me fall for you. The real kind of love.

Sometimes I have to really take deep breaths to know I'm all alone in this world. That the love I've once had is gone never to return.
It’s sometimes easy to block yourself from feeling all those emotions. If only I was normal, if only I didn't feel so much for them, maybe then I'd be okay. Maybe then they would be okay to move on with someone that truly would love them how I never could.
With me always running away from what my heart wants. Don't ever run from true love. You will regret the running, but you will never truly move on with your heart. Yes I'll date others, but never this deep, never letting my heart be open up to give love to another.
Just living day to day with knowing at least you won't be alone.

"It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother"

I wish I knew where my happy ending would end. Even though I knew how it started and how it came to an abrupt end for a few years. What does once heart really truly honestly patiently desire out of life. Whether I'll have my happy ending or just a fraction of my one true love.
Thursday, February 2, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Thoughts of You

Thoughts of you come across my mind,
i tell you in my heart how i love you,
how i desire you and all you are.
you're the heart machine
that keeps my heartbeat going,
when i can no longer go on,
you give me air to breathe.



Copyright Chimnese Davids
2/2/2012

Bluebell Books Short Story Slam week#20
Wednesday, February 1, 2012 | By: Chim's World of Literature

Love Is Everything

Love Letter 6

1 February 2012


....Dear


I miss the sound of your voice, it has that comforting soothing sound that drowns me in your love. I miss the pull of your heart, the taste of your tongue. Just hold on till we meet again.
I believe in faith and desire that I'll always be amazed by your love.
I can get higher on your love.
I hear the words of my favorite songs that each word describes the love I always knew we had. If I could know what's next, if I could find a way to get through to you. For so long I've felt lost in myself, I'm a girl wandering around on the surface of this earth.
"Live and love so immensely that when Death comes, there is nothing left for him to take."
There's nothing in this life that I'd want more right now then to have you by my side. They say two people who are meant to be will always find their way back. But honey there is so much standing in between us. I feel like I'm losing hope each and everyday knowing that each night I go to sleep with you on my mind, each morning I wake up to the thoughts of you. No matter what life had thrown in our way we've over come it. Yet life has come one day and have taken you away from me.
Sometimes its heartbreaking that when two people are meant for each other, they connected by heart and soul, nothing brings them closer, but further they drift away but never in soul. No matter how far away you are, I miss you, I wish you were here close to me, feeling your heart beat underneath the palm of my hands.
Grazing the outline of your face with my finger. Sometimes I sit and day dream to far away places where we are together. My heart is so fragile its constantly seeking for your love.
I've asked myself if I want to be set free from your love, but I can't do that I can't release you because my heart would die instantaneously.
The minute I touch you in my dreams all my fears crumbles. Fears of not finding you, not being with you.
how would I know what true love is like when the one my heart is connected to are somewhere out there. I ask myself if love conquers all can our love and what I feel truly survive the test of time.
The biggest heartbreak is never being complete nor content wandering around and being so lost in heart that I can't find ground. I pray and I ask God if I'll ever find my soul mate. Will that person feel the same burning immensely tensified love that I've been feeling for the part 3 years.
I will never give up on what my heart truly asking for. You.
That's all I need to be happy and live a life time knowing that for once in my life I've found someone who loves me for me with all my flaws with any doubt.


Your forever love