Since my last post I have said that i met someone new and I did it went well, i fell in love with her and my life changed for the better..sometimes when we in our happy state we never doubt that it could have sadness or even sorrow, but we have to face the reality that there is going to be a bit of both...
My girlfriend is currently admitted to the hospital since I have taken her there on Tuesday, watching the person I love not remembering who I am or who she is..she has lost all her memories..
I couldn't go visit her the other days from being emotionally tired, but imagine how she feels being mentally,emotionally & physically tired of her life and I have been trying so hard to be the stable person to not give up..I don't think I would ever give up on her knowing that when I left her today the sadness was inside of my heart and wearing a smile on my face...
She was sleeping & I brush the of my hand against her cheek and she woke up... she looks at me and all I wanted to do was hold her and embrace her, but I couldn't do that even...
the saddest part is to have enough patience and hope that she will come back to me after she had gained all her memories...
I miss you babe..I love you always...
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