I am lost in a world full anger and despair.
If you let me fall,
First kill me so I wont have to feel the pain.
I’m so lost in this grief
That you faked all this time.
I don’t know how to feel
Because I am so used to the pain.
Take me for granted, make me feel used.
The only way I know how to feel.
Is pain inflicted by your actions?
You’re a pathological liar.
I thought you were real,
But all along you were just using me
For your revenge.
Leave me to pieces
Because I have learnt to deal with the pain.
Nothing seems real not even the
Life I thought I was a part of.
Six months my world was based upon a lie.
Take me for granted, make me feel used.
Because that’s the only way I know how to feel.
I hope one day I will break out of this daze.
Maybe this just is my twisted fate.
For months I always felt everything was wrong.
And I don’t know where I belong.
Take me for granted, make me feel used.
You have poisoned my brain,
Washed me out and spill me out.
I’m suffocating from regret all that wasted hours spend.
Believing I was never meant
To touch you face of something real.
Take me for granted, make me feel used.
Because it’s the only way I know how to feel.
6 comments:
This is a sad poem, so raw with emotions, strong too.
It will get better in time, this relationship was not meant to last!
Very well done!
Very strong emotions! It's a feeling we could all relate to, we've all been used at least once, but I personally would prefer to move on and not spend my feelings and time on anger. Time and hope heal everything, as long as you let them do it, as for the bad memory, count it as a lesson, mistake that you will try to avoid next time ...
Wow, Chim, you sure succeeded in eliciting those feelings of anger and betrayal...it helps that I had someone like this is my past too. Grrrr.
This does evoke a lot of feeling; mostly anger. I sort of want to find the person and yell.
Is that what I and the readers should be feeling? Resentment and destruction all in one.
Isadora
She must not allow anyone to diminish her. Ever!! heartfelt cry of despair...
This is a very sad way to feel. I've felt that way myself before--painful to know that others hurt so badly.
Chim, just today I was looking on the internet to find out who wrote that quote that you have here on your blog. I've always loved it and forgot where I had heard it. Most said Marianne Williamson. How cool that I see it here.
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