*Broken*

my forever

The final nail to the coffin,

I don’t think this heart of mind

Will heal this time,

Second chances getting stronger,

Tears well up in my eyes,

As I pushed them back,

Not wanting to shed a tear.

This cold icy heart of mine

Hurt you so much.

You saying goodbye,

Me saying please give me time.

Let me find myself again.

I couldn’t bare holding onto

What we had any longer.

Because I wasn’t me anymore.

Never meant to see you cry,

Over and over I heard you cry.

Darling you will always be my love.

Forever and always would be.

I don’t think heart of mine

Would ever heal now.

Tears welling as I push them back.

My heart sits in my throat.

Broken inside, my heart strings

At tatters.

All those plans put on hold.

Now that I am here in this dark hole,

I call a heart,

I can find that girl.

Find my way back through the maize.

Broken seeing your tears glide down

Your perfect face.

You don’t deserve to cry.

I promised no more cries,

But how can I be that person

You love, when I don’t

Really love myself.

Broken girl, needing time.

Time to heal her demons within.

Baby just know,

I’ll miss you for everyday we apart.

This heart will stay cold

For as long as it will.

Time and pain, we cannot go on.

Broken inside, both love holding

On for a better tomorrow.

Copyright C Davids