Lady of Oath

She walks around head held high

Her thoughts running wild

Of endless dreams.

She cast her eyesight on those

In need.

Her presence fills the hearts

Those left broken and empty.

She is a woman of great power.

She is as sweet as the gentle dove.

God cast his eyes on her hardened heart,

And softens it from within.

She walks around these streets of life,

She bows down to the most high throne.

She found her lover’s arm covers her with love.

Their eyes cast on her gentle soul.

Her dreams filled

And her heart soars.

AN: Poetry Potpluck #20 Peace, Relaxation and Spirituality ......this is a poem about a woman's strenght..

*Broken*

my forever

The final nail to the coffin,

I don’t think this heart of mind

Will heal this time,

Second chances getting stronger,

Tears well up in my eyes,

As I pushed them back,

Not wanting to shed a tear.

This cold icy heart of mine

Hurt you so much.

You saying goodbye,

Me saying please give me time.

Let me find myself again.

I couldn’t bare holding onto

What we had any longer.

Because I wasn’t me anymore.

Never meant to see you cry,

Over and over I heard you cry.

Darling you will always be my love.

Forever and always would be.

I don’t think heart of mine

Would ever heal now.

Tears welling as I push them back.

My heart sits in my throat.

Broken inside, my heart strings

At tatters.

All those plans put on hold.

Now that I am here in this dark hole,

I call a heart,

I can find that girl.

Find my way back through the maize.

Broken seeing your tears glide down

Your perfect face.

You don’t deserve to cry.

I promised no more cries,

But how can I be that person

You love, when I don’t

Really love myself.

Broken girl, needing time.

Time to heal her demons within.

Baby just know,

I’ll miss you for everyday we apart.

This heart will stay cold

For as long as it will.

Time and pain, we cannot go on.

Broken inside, both love holding

On for a better tomorrow.

Copyright C Davids

Poetry

Is poetry the flow of love?
That trembles of the tongue
Into a desire of greatness
Enchanting fantasies
My take on writing poetry
It leaks from emotions
That was once bruised
Healing in a way that cant hide
What the eye can’t see.
Words have ways of saying
More then an actual gesture.
I am a poetess.
I am a whore in love with words
I make love to it when ever it
Enchants the desires
That bestows me.
That burning desire that it
Tempts you daily.
It’s my crack that keeps me up
At night,
Burning the midnight oil
As the love making
Of two individuals
Explore each other’s bodies.
Trembling of passion.
My words speak of desire,
Of feeling that high
That neither human can fill.
Poetry is a temptation
I crave in the hours of
Desperation and desire.
I snuggle up to it
While I sit endless hours
As the words tumbles out of me.
What human desires cant I feel?
That I give it over to the lovemaking
Of words that jumble and touch each other.
All these might just be words pouring
Out of my mind as I touch the
Keypads on my keyboard
Lingering word after word.
What desires doesn’t poetry fills
In my life.
When I spread my power through.

Never Meant To Hurt U, Its Just How I am

I get so busty and I shut you out
And You don't have a clue what that's about
You're probably thinking that I'm getting mad at you
I should take the time to just explain
That you're the only thing that keeps me sane
Cause that would really be the kindest thing to do
Even though there's no one who is closer to my heart
I can see that I have kept you in the dark

Sometimes I forget
Sometimes I don't think
To show the things I feel and to tell you what I mean
But There is not a day
That ever passes by
That I don't thank god
That I've got you in my life
If you have any doubts of what my love is about
I just wanted you to know

I wouldn't blame you if you turned away
But I'd be begging you to stop and stay
You're more important to me than I ever show
So if you're thinking I don't care as much
That I don't appreciate your love
Well I'd be devastated if you let me go
Oh I hate to think I didn't give you the attention you deserved
So I'm hoping now that you believe these words

Sometimes I forget
Sometimes I don't think
To show the things I feel and to tell you what I mean
But There is not a day
That ever passes by
That I don't thank god
That I've got you in my life
If you have any doubts of what my love is about
I just wanted you to know

I just wanted you to know
I just wanted you to feel what I feel for you
I just wanted you to know

Sometimes I forget
Sometimes I don't think
To show the things I feel and to tell you what I mean
But There is not a day
That ever passes by
That I don't thank god
That I've got you in my life
If you have any doubts of what my love is about
I just wanted you to know




lastnight i was listening to this song, and i usually listened to it, but not a while since yesterday, after you said, i sometimes dont think what it does to you when all i keep doing is pushing you away, that isnt what i was doing, i was just trying to get better, to get through the pain and i know its wrong, that we in this together, but how do i change that, ive tried for months...
I wouldn't blame you if you turned away
i really wouldnt......but i wish you wudnt...

I get so busty and I shut you out
And You don't have a clue what that's about
You're probably thinking that I'm getting mad at you
I should take the time to just explain

i tried to reach out, but i am just designed to be alone, not holding onto someone who cant stand my ways. i can't change i have tried, but just know i did miss you every night as i look at your picture...

There is a light shining, i just gotta find it...

They can say,
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams

'Cause there's,
There's a light in me,
That shines brightly,
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me
From me

No no nooo

Oh they,
They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win,
If you cling to you pride, and just push them aside,
See I,
I have learned,
There's an inner peace I own,
Something in my soul that they can not possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

'Cause there's,
There's light in me me,
That shines brightly, yes
They can try,
But they can't take that away from me

No oh oh,
They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go

Woah, woah
They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,
'Cause there's a light in me,
That shines brightly yes

They can try but they can't take that away from
Me
From me
No no nooo
Me


Lastnight as i was typing away on my keyboard, i pulled up a playlist of the most depressing songs to fill my mind and trying to recoop my emotions, of the feelings of emptiness and like the world has taken alot from me, and as i came to switch my playlist to a difrent set of songs, this song appear in it, i turned up the volume onto my Ipod as i let these words fill me...as i was listening tears formed into my eyes, as my fingers couldnt stop from typing, it was like a force letting out the words to the screen..

Then i came to this parts and it was really sumtin i needed to make me realise that i can get over this dark cloud that is hanging over me..

They can do
Anything they want to you,
If you let them in,
But they won't ever win

This is what that means to me, they can try, people that is out to hurt you, they can try, they can think they have won, but they dont...but it all depends on you to not give them the power over you.


They can't take this
Precious love I'll always have inside me,
Certainly the Lord will guide me where I need to go
there is something bigger then human bondage, God, his guidance over your heart and soul..

They can say
Anything they want to say,
Try to bring me down,
But I won't face the ground,
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach,
Although they do try,
How to make me feel that I,
Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to fall,
Tell me what I believe or loose faith in my dreams,
'Cause there's a light in me,

when trouble came to my life, i wanted to give it all up...  I was down and just wanted to cut ties with everyone around me, that is what i ahve done, i am cutting myself off from the people who i know loves me, i ahve even thought of hurting myself because i just couldnt bare the pain that was filtering through my body. Suddenly i realized i was lonely, that i am vulnerable and shouldnt be alone, so last night i just kept listening to this songs all alone just pouring those words out...i thought about the times i couldnt walk or able to enjoy life, i thought about the people who is feeling exactly like me. I am still troubled, my heart is wandering and i want it to still, i asked God how do i do that, how can i be that person to feel like i am complete...i dont think another person can fill that place...i can be surrounded by many people yet deep down i am still alone and frightened of whtas next..
But at the end i am here, i am alive, i should be happy, because there is this light within me, and its only in your darkest hours you see this light shining through you..

That is what they cant take away from me. My strenght, my ability to overcome anything life throws in my path...this is a journey..

tears & emotions well up inside

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY9b6jgbNyc

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And on your face I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

this song when i first heard it, it brought tears to my eyes, and four years later here i am again stuck on this song..thinking on how i am going to fix this..how i am going to be that person i know i can be without falling too pieces.
I listen to this song, every time I'm sad, every time I have these tears that-like the song says- are streaming down my face.
It reminds me the feeling when nothing goes right, when u think this is the end, that everything's wrong and u can't see the light.. For me its like when ur down, look at the facts, the past and ur past actions and review them.I think this has happened to so many people, cry when u don't want to but u can't avoid it..
When you can't do anything else, when you've tried your best but still things are not how you want them to be, don't give up but don't keep on it if its not the best.. maybe the best is to let it go and later you'll find out.

 I've learned from past mistakes and other's and I can say proudly that some things that I thought were so bad, weren't at the end of the day and I learned to trust in God and destiny when there's nothing left to do. I think this song is also about taking chances life gives us, don't stay there and wait for life to go, u have to take what life gives you and if you don't like it change it and turn it into something great. And at the end, when you do everything and still destiny is an unfair player, I'll be there for you, whenever you need me, I'll stay to fix you.

award of excellence

Hi, fallenwingz

You sure have the 'pen' for story telling!

Excellent writing!

Enjoyed the read - Thank you for sharing.

Within the strength of dreams

Each night I see your face,

Deep within my dreams,

Searching for answers,

Taking my strength,

I fight the fears you still in me.

Within the strength of dreams,

I find the courage to take control.

The sword in my hand as I strike

Your head, falling to ground.

Within the strength of dreams,

I am immortal, sharping my sword,

Nothing can keep those dark

Passages hidden.

You wanted revenge,

But instead your timely dead

Was begotten,

Your blood seeping through the ground.

Within the strength of dreams,

My immortality is just a dream,

Beyond the spared blood of the

Lover that took my mortal being.

Within the strength of dreams.

AN: this is a creation with the use of languages,signs & symbols from the Jingles Potpluck # 18 blog Jingles

My first stone

Rumbling down the road as I walked on by,
As each individual scatter around,
Taxi's over crowded,
Thinking of the people who lost lives.
in other countries by water washing them away,
is this God's way of letting us know he is near.



This i wrote awhile back on the my stone blog. When the floods in Australia nd my own country happened, this is what cam eto me as i was walking to get a cab to get to work.

Awards on my poems......Creative Pen's webpage

You guys have to check these two poems out on Creative Pen, just click on the following links. I have never received awards from a poetry website, but thanks to the administrator on Creative Pen and also a fellow poet he thought my poetry was of excellence.
The two peoms that was awarded is Dear God & Words both written by me.

http://thecreativepen.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=religious2&thread=24609&page=1#165470


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http://thecreativepen.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=critque1&thread=24599&page=2#165123

What does poetry mean to You & Me

A passion of expression and thought of a part of my life.
We talk to the world those who claim to be poets. In our minds the wonder of the word is in the image and feel created.

Voice and smooth lets the mind escape to places only where the dreams live. Like a lyre in days of old playing to the words to comfort the beast.

Each heart grasps contentment. Poetry is a bonding agent. It takes the reality and blends it into need, freedom and a mode of expression that allows emotion to flow and take each person from the world in which they live to the world where their soul will go. Historical forms and groupings to guide and instruct each of us in the presentation add to the mystic. It is however; mind-vision and the heart-felt desire that makes the page come alive and sing to the audience.For me poetry has become a way to share knowledge gained. Challenge all thought process, give message from young to old, share what I can see, report, and taste every aspect of being alive. Convert all to a communication form that allows each person to take away only what they need at that particular point in their life. I let the words surround me listen to the beauty of their presence, the music created, escape to rest and peace. ..

Transformation

i was transformed into a new being..i lived up my spirit to Him that has been eager to give a helping hand...

feeling new and feel like the old was washed away from the things i have put pass me....so its the first day of being back at work..so i was little unsure of how my first day would turn out but so far so good..
we always hear people talking about new beginnings, about how they going to make sure the new year start of right..do most of us ever live by that rule..cos i dont...i dont make new years resolutions, i just hope and pray that i will do it in a manner that wouldnt hurt anybody else...2010 has been tough not just for me but for so many of us..we dig int this year and think hey its new years why dont we throw a big bash..nah..i did it differently i attended church...and i am so much happier going there...
we all like to start on working on our goals we have almost forgotten through 2010...come 2011 we all say this is what we going to do, and that is what we going to do...
i was basically near the deaths door, and with God on my side, he turned me away from that door..i am alive and i am so happy that with all that i have been through i can say thank you to God and all my friends who has been with me, who prayed as hard as i did..
a challenge can be overcome in different ways..if e are going to let this bad and the envious voices fill our minds with negativity...I HAVE OVER COME THE DARKNESS...AND BELIEVE ME WHERE I HAVE BEEN IN, ITS NOT A GOOD PLACE TO BE SEEING..

but enough about that its all good now..im here and i am going to embrace life for what it is...I AM GOING TO FULFILL MY PURPOSE..
whether its by my writing are by my drawing..its going to fullfil my heart with so much passion...life is good and i can finally say...This is a good place to be in..Dont let anybody take that away from you...your worthy of everything life sends your way..

much peace and love to all.

i leave you wit this quote: The most sacred place dwells within our heart, where dreams are born and secrets sleep, a mystical refuge of darkness and light, fear and conquest, adventure and discovery, challenge and transformation. Our heart speaks for our soul every moment while we are alive. Listen... as the whispering beat repeats: be...gin, be...gin, be...gin. It's really that simple. Just begin... again.
Royce Addington

Beginning of a New Era

Months ago i wrote a poem the end of an Era...and that certainly was the end of mine..the things i have been through in 2010, the bad, the sad, and the lost of a loved one...

This is my first blog for the new year....so i started my new year by attending church...it was my first year i attended church on new years eve, but it was what i was serviced to do...i believe God moves us..in every central of ourlives..his there no matter what...and how grateful i am he took a chance on me...
i am blessed every day when i wake up and say morning to the new day...
now we are in 2011...how many of us thought we would be here...or see this year...every year i always reflect on the things i have been through, but instead i havent put it out there...i did write a poem...about a heart reflecting...it was my way of seeing how far i have come and what is still in store for me..i am hoping for good things...i am hoping i will be reunited with my gf as soon as things financially gets worked on...i am also currently waiting on new jobs on the horizon, i have attended interviews and hopefully more will come with the agency that i have signed up with...i know if u just going to sit and wait nothing gets done..so i did to some actiona, i called them up and when fr the interview...
time is all we gotta have in this life..
i am also hoping to get some agents to have a lookout for my book...i have writtten a 17 chapter novel. on a love story between females...i hope after i received it back from a great friend of mind who offered to proofread it for me i can start sending out propasals, i have a few names in mind to send them out too...also my poetry has been going well...i have send out one manuscript to a publisher already..and one of my poems will get published in all things girl...its a online magazine dedicated to just female writers and authors..amazing..so this year has alotta prospects for me and my loved ones...my relationship with a beautiful amazingly stunning girl has wet through so many hardships yet we are making it work daily..i believe if u serious about something u gotta work on it..u cant just let it run on its own...
do you guys think past lives exist? and can you explain to me..and what about soul connections...i have been on this journey and this topic for awhile beacuse i hear alot about it..
i hope you guys can help me out..
i hope that this is going to be an amazing journey for myself and my gf...we love each other..
happy new year to all and i wish you love and peace..