Monster

Monster

Deep within me hides a monster

A person that can’t control the world at bay

The secret side within me

I never let people see this side

I keep it locked under the layers of my heart.

Sometimes I can’t control it,

Sometimes it comes out without me noticing

So I warn you all stay away from me,

The beast within me is ugly.

The rage within me can’t be controlled

I feel it; I just can’t hold it in

It’s scratching my walls,

The lock is busy breaking in the halls

It waking up,

I am at war with myself,

I can’t keep it in,

Hidden passages are starting to break down.

Why won’t somebody come and save me from this?

Make it end.

Its just beneath the skin, I must confess that I

Feel like a monster, I hate what I have become

The nightmares just begun.

The monster its razor sharp as I am hiding in the dark

There’s no escape for me

It wants my soul, I’m losing myself my faith is growing weaker.

It wants my heart, how can I give up this fight,

Loved ones don’t hear me scream

Maybe I am stuck in this dream,

Dark walls suffocating me

Or maybe it’s inside me,

Stop the monster from taking me back.

Save me, save me from the darkness,

The clouds breaking thunder from outside the room,

I fall to bended knees, asking Him up above,

To save me once more from this monster that’s

Busy taking over my life.

Hiding, crying, broken, alone, numb, disappointment,

Anger, fear, depression, that is my monster.

Copyright C Davids,2011