Remnants of our love affair.

Trails and tribulations is apart of life, It was apart of our lover’s quarrels

When I look back to the things the life I wish we could have had,

I use to feel depressed, hooked on medication of all sorts to get through

My days as sleep never came.

there you were going behind my back

As you start a new love affair with a friend it broke me .every vessel

Of my soul that once loved you., but you know what you have teach

Me a lesson about myself. I saw who I once was through your actions.

When I betrayed you with a friend,

When I lived with the guilt of hurting you

So deeply that I fallen into heavy depression.

I sometimes wander if others are so lucky like I have been,

How God just removed you out of my life,

I read a poem of Leonard Cohen, He’s heart was deeply bruised by a women

He wrote a book about longing. Months after you have denied me,

Pushed me aside like a piece of rubbish that has no use to you,

Yesterday you send me a song, “What about love”.

Those lyrics proved to me that you have been taking revenge on what I did.

After months of asking you to forgive me. You never did, until I closed off my heart to you.

You are right I have been hiding, not showing

You or her hurt I was in.

You tell me if I don’t want someone to care about me.

What about love, but all I can remember is the remnants of our love affair being over.