rain wash over me and pour my sorrow out of
me..........disorientated today...feel like i am standing in this rain
that is currently falling washing over me as i drown in the droplets
falling from heaven...remembering how we use to play in the
rain...whilst people thought we were crazy to be standing in the
rain...looking up above...the rain was our thing...it was cleansing us
from the world's waste...you were my
best friend...now I am just a girl watching through an open window from a
first story building as the water falls down the pavement onto the
parking lot... I can see all the flashbacks of moments in the
rain...playing and chasing one another......that is what we had, we had
fun together....i was always serious about life & my career, but you
came & teach me something else, something I have forgotten since
growing up and being independent was all I ever knew......I stopped
having fun years ago...but then you entered my life & you showed me
how to have fun again...how to laugh, how to be me in a world that
always want to change me.....sigh...I can just wonder with a smile on my
lips that for awhile I'll always have the fun times we had.....how the
gardens became ours...how we'd sat & talk for hours not caring about
the time...how people would stare at us weird, yet we wouldn't be
bothered...you had teach me a lot of things how to be free and finally
how to come out of my hiding & believe me it's challenging, but I
know I can do this next step of my life...last night I couldn't sleep
& I went & Google something about the universe & most of
those pages I have opened up didn't satisfy my research I am not even
sure why I actually did Google the universe, but for some reason God
works through the web sphere & I came across a very informative
piece & as I read it I saw my own situation I find myself in...Karma
& Relationships...
This topic, extracted from Farley
Malorrus' shows on June 4, 1987, August 12, 1987 and September 19, 1988,
covered various aspects on the subject of Karma and relationships.
Consider that the Universe is a reflection of the self. As the self is
the Universe, the Universe is the self. Meaning; that whatever you are
as an individual, you can really understand what you have in your life
by taking a look around you. For instance, the home, city and
environment you live in, your career, neighbors, friends, family, and
even the bum that lives in the park across the street. Everyone in your
life is literally a reflection of the self. Also, if you feel that your
life is a mess, or that you're going to die, and most things in your
life are negative, scary and freaking you out, then you need to do some
deep Soul searching. This aspect of Metaphysics is Karma because we
create that part of our own Universe which becomes immediately
sensitized by us. Which means that everything in your life is a
reflection of you.
I have learned to become happier when I have
learned to enjoy my solitude. The love that lies within my breast and
plugs into the people all over the planet, instead of having to go out
and find the people, I can feel them in my own apartment or right here
in the control room. If I could share that vibration with you I think
you could find the true key to happiness. You could plug into that
God-force inside yourself that I am talking about.
0 comments:
Post a Comment