A black and white day

A black and white day

I don’t know much that is going on,

But I have this feeling it always comes on a day like this,

A Friday where everything seem black and white

I ask myself what is this I feel

Why can’t you just feel what I feel?

Do you love me if you don’t let me go?

“I can’t let you. You too important to me”, she says.

“But if I am then why cant you love me.

Love me like I know you want to.” I said.

I stood there in front of her; I could see the tears falling down her face.

My own tears were falling making a smudge with my make up.

I don’t always where them,

But only for today I wanted to be beautiful for her.

I hear her say, “You beautiful.” I want to say thank you.

I want to say just hold me.

Just for once.

Don’t let us fall apart,

Don’t give up on me.

But I could say was nothing…

A long sigh came out of her.

“I will always love you no matter who is in my life,

I will love you still.” Then it dawned on me.

How could she really love me?

If she did.

Why am I not enough?

Why am I not worth being with her?

Is this what this day has become,

As a wind start to pick up blowing the tree I was leaning against now.

Its then I saw the cloud become grey,

 A very dark grey.

It won’t belong until rain will come.

I am sure it will, even though it’s a black and white Friday.

A day that could bring so much pain to my heart.

I know that I won’t be able to walk away from her,

That I will still go on loving her for years to come.

It was a year later I was standing at that same tree.

The same day a black and white Friday,

My emotions never changed, my heart never stopped

From loving her.

All I could hear was the wind blowing and in the distance I still

Believe that I can hear her say,” I still love you forever and always.”

Copyright C Davids 25/11/2011

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